In 2023, I have motivation to create YouTube videos again. I say again because I acutally used to create YouTube videos under another name, but that's another story. Of course the channel was far from successful, and after some time, I lost everything due to a hack, and had no motivation to upload videos anymore, but now I have some motivation again to create some YouTube videos.
There is still a mental barrier nevertheless. The motivation for creating YouTube videos was always like the Dunning–Kruger effect for me, which let to good videos at the start, and then fell apart in almost like the second minute of the video, and after uploading this YouTube video, I was so demotivated to upload anything for the next 3-6 weeks. Even then, the YouTube videos were very mid. So I have to get through these things, but when I will get through this mental barrier, it will be a very sweet time, where I upload everything that I am interested in.
I thought that maybe this month it'll happen, but honestly I need more time, so maybe expect an upload in February.
Update: It's March right now. So what happened? Basically, my PC became so terrible that it can't really do things such as video editing or recording well enough. The prices for computer parts aren't cheap as well, resulting into a really long delay of the first YouTube video. It will be probably possible in November or December of 2023 to be ready, but, like the first thought, it will probably take even longer... :(