In 2023, I have motivation to create YouTube videos again. I say again because I acutally used to create YouTube videos under another name, but that's another story. Of course the channel was far from successful, and after some time, I lost everything due to a hack, and had no motivation to upload videos anymore, but now I have some motivation again to create some YouTube videos.
There is still a mental barrier nevertheless. The motivation for creating YouTube videos was always like the Dunning–Kruger effect for me, which let to good videos at the start, and then fell apart in almost like the second minute of the video, and after uploading this YouTube video, I was so demotivated to upload anything for the next 3-6 weeks. Even then, the YouTube videos were very mid. So I have to get through these things, but when I will get through this mental barrier, it will be a very sweet time, where I upload everything that I am interested in.
I thought that maybe this month it'll happen, but honestly I need more time, so maybe expect an upload somewhere in the end of 2024.